Welcome to the G.O.O.D life

..the only thing i wish..i wish a Nigga would. LOL one of my favorite lines in a song but thats not what this entry is about. This entry is about introducing YOU to the GOOD LIFE...i am the good life FYI! You know how they say "dont Try to keep up with the Joneses," well I've got news for you..I AM the Joneses! Not like the way you are thinking. Not buy money and material items..but because I AM the best of His creations. So some people who read my blogs may not know me personally..or someone may want to know more about me so I decided to write this to allow you to pick my brain just a little...

I dont believe in horoscopes but i do act alot like how LEOS are said to act...
I am a little self-centered...not that much tho :-) But I dont demand attention from everyone..only ones that matter. And if i think you are unworthy of my time i could careless about the attention you give me.

I have the ability to create my own ideas and generate my own thoughts so I dont need anyone to think for me. I love that about me because in a world where everyone wants to be someone else..i just want to be me.

I have a poor sense of humor. I mean i am funny..but I laugh at stuff alot of people probably wouldnt.

Reading is essential to my life..

I am a sucker for romance. I watch too many love stories..and Ive been read too many fairytales about prince charming that i believe he exist. (Thank God my parents never let me believe in Santa and the Easter Bunny because my life would be a wreck at this point)

I use History as a way to determine the likelihood of the happenings in the future. If you screw me over..i prolly wont want to have you in my life anymore. Fool me once shame on you..fool me twice shame on me.

I have this weird ego. Like sometimes im way more confident than ive ever been but other times im just on my normal high. For instance..if a guy doesnt like me, my other ego will say "he must not be into girls" lol..alittle of Yeezy influenced that idea tho lol

Uggs are shoes hand crafted by GOD himself! if you dont have a pair youre not close to God!

My prototype is tall, light skin, MUSLIM man...college educated is preferred. Light skin is preferred too but I am an equal opportunity employer of the black muslim community LOL :-)

...hope this helps alittle insight..this blog was written because TALON told me i should write something like this lol (more to come later) [peyton <3]

..Love of my life

Since i was on the subject of my dad..i decided to post this video also! I danced with my dad to this song at my sweet 16! My husband has big shoes to fill but i know if he is who i imagine him to be, his feet will be too big to fit those already big shoes <3

..boundless gratitude

..i want my HUSBAND to be like my daddy! Beyonce has spoken from my <3 yet again lol...My dad has created the blueprint for my husband to construct a happy relationship between me and him. He is the closest thing to perfect when it comes to examples for other men to look and emulate him to truly show love to the women in his life. He opens our doors. Now some people say "how is that something honorable?" because it shows his respect for the woman. Whether it is freezing cold or scorching hot..if he is around my mom does not TOUCH the door handle. He carries bags. He make sure the women in his life do not struggle carrying bags. Although we are highly capable of doing for self..he makes it alot easier for us. He protects us. He wants to find out the intentions of every man in my life who seems like they may be interested. It may seem over protective but, I think its completely necessary! And this behavior is not just for my mom and I, but for my grandma, his mother in law, sister, nieces, granddaughter, daughter in law, and any other female in our presence. You can tell how a man will treat his wife by the way he treats his mother..and my dad treats them both like the queens they are. I want my husband to be like my daddy..i want my unborn son to be like my daddy [peyton]

..this time wont you save me

..I drove all this way to just find you and find myself, is actually a deep statement Nicki! Maybe I'm taking it out of context but I think she is saying she drove herself all this way to establish her dreams as reality and by finding her dreams she was looking to find out who she really was. She can't silence these voices in her head because the devil has one side and God has the other. She cant decide who to listen to because fame is so golden but God tells her everything that is glitter isn't gold. BUT...now that she has somewhat found who she may be...she needs another source of survival. She  is becoming tired of sharing her dream with herself...she wants someone else to save her before she gives up. Its lonely at the top and in order for her to want to strive to stay there, someone must save her from herself. You gave me strength/gave me hope for a lifetime/ I never was satisfied she says expressing that she gave herself all of this but wants someone else to give her strength now. Its not your fault/ im a bitch/ im a monster...these are why she cant be saved just yet because she recognizes that she can be a bitch but she's had to be to get where she is. Couldnt let anyone take advantage of her BUT she's alone on her throne..and all that are around her are women like her and dominant men.In closing, i think this describes 2 kinds of women; the women who work their asses off with school that they are unreachable by men because men don't want to be placed in a mindset that their woman is more dominant than them and the woman who has had to provide for her family for so long that anything a man can do for her she can ultimately do for herself---but both of those type of women need someone to save her from herself. <3 [peyton]

..your productivity is the reason I interest

..Pardon me if I'm sweating you but I want to see something else in you before I invest in you...[real shit] probably the realest shit I have ever heard Wale say. Ambitious girl. What about the Ambitious man? The man out there getting himself in order..for me..or her LOL..He is out there constantly training and conditioning himself to meet and overcome all obstacles in his path. And he knows his ambitious girl is training also..to keep a house..to rear children..to take care of her husband..sewing..cooking...and how to ACT not just home but abroad. BUT back to this ambitious man...he knows his potential but he searches to find a woman to help him meet his potential. his visions become actions through her...if he's the ambitious man. Ambitious girl you just want to win..and she wins by catching him..ambitious man. You're the prize, you're the golden egg, you hold the master key. Black man with a job, takes care of your responsibilities, never been to prison,  accepts his own and is himself, and creates happiness for himself...is a winner.A black man with a degree is the grand prize lol..but nonetheless he is a winner. This snippet of my thoughts came about as i listened to the lyrics to the song and another person in my ear saying how I NEVER show love to the men. Well *clears throat* this is my ode to the man...you are the prize and not being like the majority will prove to be the reason you succeed. There will be more to come about the man tho...i just needed a place to start! <3 [peyton]

Marriage dont Change nothing but your name?

...i beg your pardon Marques Houston! This is a reason why black marriage isn't happening often. One party is content with shaking up, making babies, and sharing chores. Another party wants the ring and legal commitment. If someone wants to make babies with you and live together then a ring should be required. Of course there are children who were born out of wedlock who are grew up just fine and had the best education and bringing up and there are also children born to married people who didn't do so well BUT why play Russian roulette with the future of your children? Marques Houston says you're ready but I'm not ready...MAN UP! What are you not ready for?! You been with this girl for SEVEN years and still don't want her to be your wife?! Stop hindering her growth...you don't make enough money to support her..then let her go and let her find someone who can! That's selfish of you to want to make her wait for you to get your shit together. SEVEN years have passed and you still are not sure if she is capable of being the one you marry? I do agree that its more than a ceremony and more than a wedding ring...but more changes than your name. He says he is proud to be your man...well I don't want just a man..i want a HUSBAND. LOVE IS DUTY...and if he really loved this girl he would marry her or let her go until he was ready to get married. He says marriage isn't something you just jump into but its been more than half a decade y'all have been together. The fact of the matter is...men like this need to MAN UP! Marriage should change everything..like your relationship status...income..amount of children..development..character..and name. [peyton]

..Dont let everybody test drive

..WE don't have to take our clothes off to have a good time... [let it marinate] We can jus chill and kick it! This song was recorded before Ciara wanted a ride and before Mase was signed with 50 or CMB or whoever he's with now. This is real...girls should know that they are more than just an object of pleasure. Offer that man your mind...and if likes when you are half dressed in front of other men he doesn't respect you or your body. Is it absolutely wrong to want to wait to have sex with a man or for a man to hold back before he sleeps with a woman? The law of nature is for each other to be attracted to one another. Thats the way God created us but He knew that sexual experiences fog up the thoughts and eyes which allows the heart and mind to act on impulse and not actual facts. Why not find a person who is in love with your mind and appreciates your body covered and not on display for the world to see. If a person pressures you to involve yourself in sexual acts they dont care about you. God promises everlasting life and waiting for that may seem forever which is why the devil whispers to you to indulge yourself in this moment of pleasure..cause in a moment later it will all be GONE. Now im not a preacher...and im not a saint but waiting awhile like Janet sings about isnt a bad idea. And youre probably wondering why you never heard this song...and its not because Mase put it out and he isnt the headliner he use to be but because the radio stations wouldnt dare try to educate you about this subject. Long story ending...ladies...gentleman keep your clothes on..until you find someone deserving ouf you...BECAUSE YOU ARE WORTH IT! signed [Peyton]

..You showed me the real you

..thank GOD you blew it! LOL...after watching this video i fell back in love with being in love. Fairytales are not real Khaleefa (or Jazmin wichever you call me), you expect to much from men. Beyonce says thing i dont agree with..like girls running the world, but i def agree with her fairytale like video. She has given hope to us girls who long for prince charming. I WANTED YOU BAD...us girls think when we believe we found HIM. You know how religious folks say..claim it. So we claim him...and break our requirements and tell all our girlfriends the future we have planned for US lol...but not once did we think that the "them" they have shown us will be the "them" they really are. I speak for all the sleeping beauties out there...and when people show us who they are we dont want to believe it because we cant possibly imagine people being as wrong and cruel as they are. Even if they aren't cruel, they have characteristics that we had no idea they are capable of having. No blame tho..cause we thought they did  everything right...we were out of our minds LOL...Thank GOD they blew it tho! Signed fairytale seeking [Peyton] <3